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heyya peeps.we meet again. today is d last day of my mid sem break. i’ll be goin back to melacca around noon together with amir & tobex. now,so much has happen in soo little time in this past weeks.

i was supposed to go on a trip to genting with wan chan..due to some miscommunication & misunderstandings, things did not go according to plan. but knowing me, i’ll always get what i want. no matter how hard something is or how impossible situation gets, i’ll try my best to get what i want…one way or another (this statement excludes my love life situation okay…). so, after returning back frm KLCC,meeting up with wan chan to get my mouth x-ray frm him, i made a few phone calls and guess what..genting is still on course.yeay |^_^|. u guys, it is soo not a waste having u guys on my speed dial.huhuhu. bout genting, no need for me to further elaborate on it..throw in an awesome theme park along with a couple of yr best dudes = time of yr life.

i never knew that i was a handicap..that is according to akim that is.he said that if i were to stick my x-ray film on my windshield,i’ll get free parking anywhere i go and i wont have to go through all the trouble finding one cause it’ll definately be a reserved one.very funny man.like that’s gonna happen.my owhh soo wisdom tooth. why in the world does it has to grow horizontally and not vertically like any normal teeth would?and u call yr self a wisdom tooth..how ironic rite? to make matter worst, mine grew on my jaw’s nerve..on both side..according to the mouth surgeon, not only i had to remove both of my wisdom tooth or in medical terms they call it as T8 left and right, but i have to "extract" another 2 more teeth.so i went to the hospital on thursday to undergo my surgery.before the surgery i was asked to gargle a cup of very bad tasting solution containing anti-bacteria properties.it was sooo bad that i nearly vomited. i swear the taste was soo bad that it was on the same par as the "special mixture" that i have to gulp down during my "adventurous race". on the surgical table..i was wrapped with 2 piece of green garment,exposing only my mouth area. despite being given local anesthetic to make 1 part of my mouth numb, i could actually feel the surgical knife cutting through my upper n lower gums (i only felt the pressure but not the pain)..my mouth were soo wide opened that i got a jaw lock during the surgery (i was half awake during the surgery). my left wisdom tooth was so connected to my gums and nerve that they had to cut it into smaller pieces in order to remove it. only god knows the pain that i had to go through even with anesthetic.now,the procedure is only done on my left part of the jaw..on my next semester break, i have to go through all the above once again to remove my right wisdom tooth..god..save me!

–this part of the post is dedicated to the beloved late najmah–
frankly speaking..all through my 2yrs life-span in mrsm pontian, i’ve spent the 1st half not knowing who najmah was. everything changes when she became my roomate’s muse while we were in form five. that was wehn i knew about her existence. she was the quite & reserved type, not craving for the lime light and trying to get her self notice in order to be included into the schools’ "hottest" list. so basically, she’s like the total opposite of what i’am..huhuhu.but, somehow in a twist of fate,due to a certain incident that had happened in the girl’s hostel, 3-4 months before we sat for our SPM, we became study partners along with some other mutual friends that we have. throughout that limited time frame, i got to know her a lot better. despite her outer appearance, she’s actually someone fun to hang out with. in that period also, i found out what makes najmah owh so adorable…its her sweet and innocent or sometimes naughty smile. it also helps that she has a cute potty lips. Slein and i even dubbed her our very own angelina jolie, minus the crazy stuff that is. we even came to the pre-graduation dinner together..not as each other’s date but more like a pair,meaning to say our clothes matches each other i.e like how when someone dresses up for an occasion and he or she will try to match what they are wearing with their partner…u get what i mean rite..hehe..it is sad how we lost contact of each other right after school.now, after five years, najmah’s name is being mentioned again. through my YM i got a msg frm a friend.it read, i quote "al-fatihah kpd arwah najmah yg telah kembali ke rahmatullah..najmah meninggal sbb lemas..". at first i thought it was some kind of prank that my fellow ex-school mate is pulling. so i decided to ask around. i seems that everyone got the same news. a few minutes later my handphone started ringing..some were informing of the news and others were asking whether or not it was true that najmah has left us all. slowly i began to accept the fact that najmah was no longer among us.but somewhere deep inside me, i was wishing that this is all just some crazy rumor. the next day, in black and white, the news of the tragic accident that had happen on najmah was on KOSMO, page 6..she drowned after falling frm a jet-ski that she rode with her fiance..her body was found two days later by a fisherman 13km frm where she had fall.to the late najmah…i’ll always treasure all the fond memories that we had together. rest in peace my dear..know that we will always love and remember u. may what had happen 2 u remind us all that any day could be our last day.

in memories of d late najmah.
|1987–18th august 2008|
AL-FATIHAH.