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heyya peeps.we meet again. today is d last day of my mid sem break. i’ll be goin back to melacca around noon together with amir & tobex. now,so much has happen in soo little time in this past weeks.

i was supposed to go on a trip to genting with wan chan..due to some miscommunication & misunderstandings, things did not go according to plan. but knowing me, i’ll always get what i want. no matter how hard something is or how impossible situation gets, i’ll try my best to get what i want…one way or another (this statement excludes my love life situation okay…). so, after returning back frm KLCC,meeting up with wan chan to get my mouth x-ray frm him, i made a few phone calls and guess what..genting is still on course.yeay |^_^|. u guys, it is soo not a waste having u guys on my speed dial.huhuhu. bout genting, no need for me to further elaborate on it..throw in an awesome theme park along with a couple of yr best dudes = time of yr life.

i never knew that i was a handicap..that is according to akim that is.he said that if i were to stick my x-ray film on my windshield,i’ll get free parking anywhere i go and i wont have to go through all the trouble finding one cause it’ll definately be a reserved one.very funny man.like that’s gonna happen.my owhh soo wisdom tooth. why in the world does it has to grow horizontally and not vertically like any normal teeth would?and u call yr self a wisdom tooth..how ironic rite? to make matter worst, mine grew on my jaw’s nerve..on both side..according to the mouth surgeon, not only i had to remove both of my wisdom tooth or in medical terms they call it as T8 left and right, but i have to "extract" another 2 more teeth.so i went to the hospital on thursday to undergo my surgery.before the surgery i was asked to gargle a cup of very bad tasting solution containing anti-bacteria properties.it was sooo bad that i nearly vomited. i swear the taste was soo bad that it was on the same par as the "special mixture" that i have to gulp down during my "adventurous race". on the surgical table..i was wrapped with 2 piece of green garment,exposing only my mouth area. despite being given local anesthetic to make 1 part of my mouth numb, i could actually feel the surgical knife cutting through my upper n lower gums (i only felt the pressure but not the pain)..my mouth were soo wide opened that i got a jaw lock during the surgery (i was half awake during the surgery). my left wisdom tooth was so connected to my gums and nerve that they had to cut it into smaller pieces in order to remove it. only god knows the pain that i had to go through even with anesthetic.now,the procedure is only done on my left part of the jaw..on my next semester break, i have to go through all the above once again to remove my right wisdom tooth..god..save me!

–this part of the post is dedicated to the beloved late najmah–
frankly speaking..all through my 2yrs life-span in mrsm pontian, i’ve spent the 1st half not knowing who najmah was. everything changes when she became my roomate’s muse while we were in form five. that was wehn i knew about her existence. she was the quite & reserved type, not craving for the lime light and trying to get her self notice in order to be included into the schools’ "hottest" list. so basically, she’s like the total opposite of what i’am..huhuhu.but, somehow in a twist of fate,due to a certain incident that had happened in the girl’s hostel, 3-4 months before we sat for our SPM, we became study partners along with some other mutual friends that we have. throughout that limited time frame, i got to know her a lot better. despite her outer appearance, she’s actually someone fun to hang out with. in that period also, i found out what makes najmah owh so adorable…its her sweet and innocent or sometimes naughty smile. it also helps that she has a cute potty lips. Slein and i even dubbed her our very own angelina jolie, minus the crazy stuff that is. we even came to the pre-graduation dinner together..not as each other’s date but more like a pair,meaning to say our clothes matches each other i.e like how when someone dresses up for an occasion and he or she will try to match what they are wearing with their partner…u get what i mean rite..hehe..it is sad how we lost contact of each other right after school.now, after five years, najmah’s name is being mentioned again. through my YM i got a msg frm a friend.it read, i quote "al-fatihah kpd arwah najmah yg telah kembali ke rahmatullah..najmah meninggal sbb lemas..". at first i thought it was some kind of prank that my fellow ex-school mate is pulling. so i decided to ask around. i seems that everyone got the same news. a few minutes later my handphone started ringing..some were informing of the news and others were asking whether or not it was true that najmah has left us all. slowly i began to accept the fact that najmah was no longer among us.but somewhere deep inside me, i was wishing that this is all just some crazy rumor. the next day, in black and white, the news of the tragic accident that had happen on najmah was on KOSMO, page 6..she drowned after falling frm a jet-ski that she rode with her fiance..her body was found two days later by a fisherman 13km frm where she had fall.to the late najmah…i’ll always treasure all the fond memories that we had together. rest in peace my dear..know that we will always love and remember u. may what had happen 2 u remind us all that any day could be our last day.

in memories of d late najmah.
|1987–18th august 2008|
AL-FATIHAH.

7 perkara tentang saya.
1. sy sgt "insecure"(xtau nk translate cmner) ngn penampilan sy..slalu rse org lain lg best dr ape yg sy pakai (walaupun cm sme/seakan2)..isk2
2. sy tulis benda ni ketika mne jam menunjukkn pukul 5.55pg..huhuhu
3. sy nk g percutian d pulau dgn rakan2 baik sy !
4. sy rse sy gemuk
5. sy sgt malas & suka wat keje disaat2 akhir
6. sy sgt malang dlm percintaan!!!waaaa..bantulah sy!
7.sy suke kalau kwn2 sy pn suke..ehh..gembira.hehe

7 perkara menakutkan saya 
1. kalau rakan2 sy tbe2 benci saye
2. sy gagal dlm kehidupan
3. badut..korg penah tgk citer IT x mse kecik2 dulu?bkn information technology tau..citer ini sgt2 kurang ajar
4. org yg sy sgt2 syg pegi dulu….
5. abah xbg duit kt saye..harharhar
6. bgn2 jek da ade dlm lokap…isk2.ape kes?
7. tgh bwk keta kt highway sorg2 mlm2 tbe2 ada org lain kt  tpt duduk belakang…pastuh keta lak abes minyak …takut ooo  

7 lagu buat masa sekarang
1. rossa - atas nama cinta
2. leona lewis - berdarah cinta
3. david archuleta - syurga
4. aliff aziz - sayang-sayang (hakhakhak)
5. utada hikaru - terbangkan ku ke bulan
6. def. diva - aku cintakn kau mcm org bodoh
7. taylor swift - titisan air mata atas guitarku
[ape kes sume lagu jiwang2]

7 perkara yang selalu saya sebut
1. baiklah !
2. jom p ronggeng !
3. korg nk g mkn kt mne weih?
4. kamu..kamu..
5. nk main game kejap je…(walaupn x sebenarnye)
6. xde makne nye !
7. ok! (benci sgt2 kalau arip ajuk nih..)

7 perkara yang amat bernilai
1. org2 yg tercinta!
2. rakan2!
3. line streamyx…hahaha
4. duit..tipu kalau ckp x bernilai
5. koleksi jam2 tangan pemberian abah & kak long
6. suara sy..walaupn xlaa sedap mne,tp sy sgt2 suke bercakap..kalo xde suare,abes laa

7 "pertama kali" dalam hidup saya
1. nk kuar dr airport s’wak xbwk pas perjalanan..pastu kene g jmpe ketua pegawai kastam airport ngn pensyarah pengiring kul 6pg..harharhar
2. nyanyi lagu "nuri" ngn ella mse form3 kt karnival skoola sy..dia x-student sne..huhu
3. picit anak ayam smpi mati mse umur 4thn
4. akhirnye berjaye pg ke sume negeri kt m’sia mse umur 19thn
5. g ke club mlm mse umur baru masok 18thn..sbb mse tu ader dipanggil "social event" mse menyertai pertandingan debat ala parlimen inggeris universiti2 sedunia kt mmu cyberjaya
6. kene rotan ngn abah mse darjah 4..sbb xdpt A mse test matematik
7. menyertai persatuan "Lempong Bersaudara" yg dipelopori oleh cik nana kazrina..hahaha

dis past week have been a lil bit hectic 4 me..a lot of stuff need 2 be taken care of n most of them r boring n dreadful..but none-the-less..all of it r important n need 2 be taken care of..so..having this opportunity of "ME" time to spend on..i decided to fill up this Q’s which i find to b very funny n share it with the rest of u readers…hope u’ll enjoy it as i did…

Name 10 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don’t read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.. No cheating
01 - akim 02 - azli 03 - afiq 04 - pejul 05 - azeelia
06 - dyen 07 - joseph 08 - apis 09 - jen 10 - idris

DONT LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UP THE 10 NAMES !

1.How did you meet number 9?
: we attended d same high skewl (she’s a real cutie by da way..huhu)

2. Do you have a crush on anyone up
there?
: hahaha…perlu ke jwp??? xmoh2

3. What would you do if you hadn’t met
number 2?
: xder laa geng nk wat keje giler!!

4. What would you do if 6 and 2 were
going out?
: nope..not in a million years..total opposite frm wht d other wants in their partners

5. How did you meet number 8?
: we’re coursemates n he’s currently my hsemate too..

6. Is 2 one of your best friends?
: yup2..its oledi been 10 yrs

7. Whose number 9’s best friend(s)?
: once upon a time kt mrsm dulu..it was fairuz alia n azeelia..skg not so sure.

8. Have you ever dated number 1?
: penah..hahhaha..aper ko da giler?

9. Do you miss number 10?
: bleh kater meet up with him almost once or twice every week..lately laa

10.what do u think of number 6?
: d best kind of fren u can possibly find out there n she’s single too…(promote sk8)

11.what do you think of number 7?
: ni 1 of my BFFEEEEE (best fren 4 ever n ever never …..)

12. who does number 3 like?
: angelina jolie..n so does d whole male population out there..hahaha

13. Have you ever been inside number
8’s house?
: nope..plan jer lebih nk g

14. Do you love number 4?
: ni pn lg satu BFFEEEEE…so msti laa..i love all my frens

15. Ever been in the same bed as any
of the numbers?
: when u say in d same bed u mean sitting/lepaking/borak2ing on d same bed rite..then yes…01,03,04,07,08,10

16. What about no. 5?
: nope..kes khalwat nnt..haha

17. Do you trust these people?
: definately…most of them, i trust with my life!

18. would you date no. 1?
: nope..abes duit nnt…hahaha..akim yg jujur!

20. Love them all?
: u got tht rite…absolutely!

its been a while..i know i shouldn’t have kept you waiting…lalalala (break the ice by miss spears)..huhuhu.but, it certainly have been a long while since i’ve last posted something here.i’m having my long semester break now…can’t actually say that i really enjoy long..long breaks.maybe for the 1st 2-3 weeks i might..but then it all starts 2 become a daily routine for me..BORING !!!i’m missing all d "action" i get back in campus rite now and its only been less then 10days since the break started…waaaaaa!!!

enough bout my not soo exciting holidays of mine..some of u might have notice my shoutout & the background music accompanying it,i’ve always question myself "why do i keep on falling for the wrong person?" or "is it kind of like karma that i’m unlucky in my relationship?"..if its karma,i don’t think i’m not all that bad..or am i?its like i’m kinda like a magnet for bad relationship.hurm..now, let us make a "head count" shall we? for the past few years,3 to be exact, i’ve been in 8 "bad relationships" and countless flings…most of it started sooo fast and before i know it,it crashes..the pain,the agony,the misery..even when i do consider myself to be an "expert" in it,each time it happens,it feels as if the feeling was all new to me.i refer to it as "it feels like shit all over again"..huhuhu

hi peeps. i know its like a bit late already but its still the month January so i guess its justified to talk about new year’s resolution rite. be it new year new year or awal muharam new year, i noticed that i’ve always hoped or wish for the same old same old. the most popular resolution tht i’ve had for like forever is to be a more hardworking & procrastination-free person, take life a wee bit more seriously and nvr take things 4 granted…unfortunately,none of the above really came true..some of it nearly came true but it like kinda die after finishing 3/4 of the "race"… this year,i’ve decided not to add another new resolution 2 my looong list of unaccomplished new year’s resolution,i just stick with wht i have rite now..huhuhu..enough bout the resolution thingy, here’s something interesting that i’ve found…have fun reading it.i know i did  =p

10 signs of u falling for a person
TEN:
You feel shy whenever they’re around.

NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can’t see
the other
people around you, you just see
him/her.

SIX:
They’re all you think about.

FIVE:
You realize you’re always smiling when
you’re
looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just
to see them.

THREE:
While reading this, there was one
person on your
mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didnt notice number seven was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are
now silently laughing at yourself.

p/s: unrequited love…tht suXx man…like big time suXx

1. Do you smoke weed?
-i’m a 2nd hand weed smoker..hahaha

2. Have you kissed somebody in the last two weeks?
-i’ve never been kissed..waaa!!!,except frm family members tht is

3. Miss someone?
-i like miss a hell lot of ppL rite now

4. Is there someone you want to fight?
-frankly speaking i do..but its like over some stupid reason tht i shouldn’t even make a fuss over it

5. What are you doing tomorrow?
-shoppping spree!!! wink*wink*

6. What’s annoying you right now?
-my own self..hahaha

7. Do you want to go back to high school?
-without a doubt

8. Have you ever watched a movie drunk?
-most definately.. i like "drunk" all the time..everyday  =p

9. Are you tired?
-tired of life…does tht count?

10. Who will you be with today/tonight?
-my cute lil cousins qistina aleeya & qaisy aiman

11. What will you do on Sunday?
-probably plan on things 2 do on new years eve

12. Does your family own any mansions?
-kinda  =p

13. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
-nope..but i do wish i have like a small one on my right eyebrow

14. Where were you at noon today?
-at my fren sister’s wedding

15. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
-definately more than 30min

16. The last 3 text you received on your mobile was from?
-fuad,syahfiq & lee

17. Last person you hugged?
-myself..hahahaha

18. last place you went to?
-aeon bukit tinggi

19. Do you sing in the shower?
-everytime i hit d shower.its like on my "must do things in shower" list

20. Has anyone ever sang or played music for u?
-yup2..in college it is usually akim or apis.at home it will be lee & nana

21 . Do you find yourself loved?
-i’am a very2 loveable person once u get 2 know me…yes i’am..hehehe  =p

22. Called anyone a bitch today?
-yup2..called em b-atch.its between sarah & nana..in a complementing way tht is  =p

23. What’s the closest blue object to you?
-my pc’s desk n chair,my bed,my sofa

wow..just look at the numbers on the counters just like suddenly went through the roof.last nite it was only 2375 n 2nite,its already at 2400!!although its like only an additional 25 ppl,it does seem like a lot u know..huhuhu.thanx 4 da support peeps n thanx 2 miss jehan soraya 4 being d 1st one 2 comment  =p

the po3 (power of 3) a.k.a tRiads (as we call ourselves),is wht me n my two best buddies were nicked back in our schooling days.u see,between us,there is some kind of "unspoken oath" where when one does something,the others will somehow followed shortly.we supported each other n cares about each other dearly.when u mess with one,u’ll feel the wrath of 3.a force not to wreckon with back then…huhhuhu.

however,rite now,at this very moment, 2 out of 3  no longer carries the "S&A" (single & available) title.so…since i’m d one writing this it simply means tht i’m da 1/3 who’s not making the transition yet…huhu.

thinking bout it, it kinda makes me a little sad u see…"painting the night scene red", will no longer b da same and definately,it will be done less.but,as i have always tell myself n ppl who asks,the thing tht makes me happy the most is when ppl whom i care & love the most feels happy and likewise,when they r sad..same goes to me.so, as at this very moment, i feel happy for my best buddies.happy tht they r ready 2 back in d "couple’s circuit" once again.i too am happy with my current "choice"…being single n all.seeing how i constantly act childishly in any given situation and how brat-like i could b at times,i would be lucky enough if there is A person (notice the capital "A" is use) who’s willing 2 put up with wht i hv 2 "offer".hahahaha

p/s:i’m still in d mode of being a "blonde"…less the dumb part tht is.being simple minded really saves me frm all the hustle..but i tend 2 make a fuss over minor n less important things.ahh…how life just suddenly gets easier, yEaH riTe  =p

this past week,my staple food have been 3 scoops of famous amos choc chip aiscream,nuggets dip in lots n lots of french mayo & i wash it all down Sprite.4 dessert or occasional snacks throughout d day, butter cookies & candies…all these = my hips telling me the painful truth, i’m "expanding" again.huhuhu

anyhow,this comming saturday "friends" from my previos school, STAR(batch of 1999-2001) is organising a gathering.how i long to meet up with u guys.a group of "backstabbing & in yr face" bitCHes &joCKs whom can b a bit judgemental & superficial at times.despite me describing them like an awful lot of ppl,the truth is,as i remembered,i like hanging out with them.they always tell u da truth.when they like something they’ll say it and when they don’t they’ll just say it.about the backstabing part,when yr one of d pack,rest assure tht u’ll b safe…i guess.hehehe

in a boarding school 4 three yrs together with them,i guess it pretty much make me the person i’am now.the part of telling da truth n in yr face part tht is…not the backstabing part.hohohoho.but many years have passed since i last saw all of them.they might hv change for the better or might even become more chronic.time does change ppl.someone tht u knew today might not b the same person the next time u meet them.b it physically,their personality or a complete change inside out.

p/s:i seriouslly need 2 hit the treadmill n exercise mat n make it a new daily routine of mine.the usual energetic & hype me is now turning into a sluggish n "whateva" person.i "heart" holidays, but not looooong holidays ….

the highlight of this week is still hanging out with buddies frm s’wak campus.u guys rawks!!!i just couldn’t say enough bout them can i?well now here goes..a report on my convocation day..

apart frm looking "hot" tht day,it was certainly a hot sunny day.while wearing the graduation robe,we were asked to stand in line and wait 4 more than 1/2hour inside uitm’s non-airconditioned "walk of fame".if one just took a peek inside some of the students robe,u can definately see sweat dripping from the very tip of the armpits hair..hohoho…

inside dwn sri budiman,while waiting 4 d whole thing to begin,i was messaging mdm eley n some of my friends..everything was fine a i swear,i’ve already set my phone to silent mode…seriouslly.rite after the "perarakkan utama" like 30 sec b4 the pro chancellor made his enterance…of all peeps in the hall tht afternoon,it has to be my handphone.my handphone alerting me tht i hv a message…MY HANDPHONE! ON VOLUME 8!to make things worst.i freaked out and was unable to silent if off.so for almost 10sec, i actually felt tht all eyes r on me…BUT FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS tht is!my face was sooo red like i have just been slapped by like 10 ppl.i finally got my phone on silent mode…again.the next 5 min apart frm me cursing none stop.ppl who knew me that sat within 10m radius around me bombarded me with more messages "congratulating" me…again FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONs!!!the msg tht gave me the chance of 30secs to fame came frm Nik Azri Hakim Nik Hussin.the msg reads i quote:

"Cntik bj!Haha..Aku blkg ko belah kiri.Dekat ko dgn awie ek?Huhu.."

thanx akim…i "owe" u one..seriouslly  =p

bout my graduation picture..it turns out "owh kay" i guess…apart frm me looking like i’m gonna smack the pro chancellor’s head at any moment.i have tht "i’m sooo dead serious & i’m sooo gonna whack yr head if u mess with me now" look on my face.huhuhu…anyways..just wanna wish my dearest frens congratulation once again.we did it dude & dudets !!!we’re like sooo damn hot rite now  =p

p/s: peeps..don’t just read.do leave a comment once in a while…would certainly appreciate it like a lot..seriouslly (i’m still in the "blondie" phase.hehehe…).